The Question

Here I sit staring at the clear orange red sky,
With the wind blowing sideways at my face,
And watching the birds flying together with grace,
Asking myself questions like how, what & why.

How I feel about you I do not know,
Whenever you appear I was not love struck,
But in my heart sometimes it can get stuck…
Stuck on your ever sweet eyes & smile.

What I couldn’t even do is unforgivable,
Especially when you cried on that table,
I could have at least offered you my shoulder,
But I stood there watching you getting colder,

Why do I often screw up chances unintentionally?
It’s like there’s a curse creeping around me,
But no matter what…I will not stay down quietly,
Because I will always be better than yesterday’s me.

But the most important question to me now is...
Would you like to grow old together with me?

Because I know I will stay up late with you...
So that we can watch the stars together,
I know I will watch the fireworks with you...
On our rooftop or somewhere like Paris together.
These moments that are to come…I will remember.

I will carry you to bed if you went 'cuckoo',
I will hand the remote control over to you,
I will get up early to bring our kids to school,
I will go through a shopping spree with you,
I will take a bullet for you even if I had to...

Damn, I'm in love with you ><