The Silencer...The Rage

So cold...I hated it,

I hated that he made those four frozen walls,

Even though he didn't really need it,

I sighed because he was still young afraid to fall,

But maybe one day he will need my help,

So I waited inside his frosted heart to melt.

So long...I held it,

I held all the red thoughts from his sounds of silence,

Stubborn about the mistakes you won’t admit,

Yet you always try to fit into the residence, 

Damn boy, don’t you see you’re fooling yourself?

Stop craving for attention you wannabe elf.

So lost...I felt it,

I felt that he was at his limit of the edge,

With hope crushed sinking in the pit,

I had to pull himself together over the ledge,

But even so, he still refused to acknowledge me,

So foolish! What is it that he still can't see? 

SoFool…he named it,

He said it was for GunBound but I think otherwise,

But then again he started to change bit by bit,

I guess he learned something from the thorns and lies,

Well what’s life without pain right?

Come to think about it…this room has become really white. 

So far…he’s living it,

For so long being the silencer roaming around,

With many thoughts of “I quit.”

He didn’t because I won’t back down,

Now redeemed and headstrong,

I can let go all of the rage and move on.